Clear Eyes

I guess the reason why I’m so upset right now is I don’t even get to say goodbye, and I know what’s coming. I got to see her a year ago, but I wish I could have seen her all the time like my cousins. And I just want to hug my mom tight and make her feel better, but this is something you don’t really fix.

Definitely got my mile down a whole whopping 5 minutes. Whoooooo! :D Idgaf about anything but that :3

I just found my motivation. I was just laying here in bed and randomly thought, can’t wait till Jules is off so I can get my second work out in.

And then I kept saying it in my head.

Where did this come from? I’ve been so blah for like two weeks and haven’t had this feeling in ages. I get to run! I feel like a dog who’s super stoked for a walk!!

People are so annoying. I’ve been seeing a lot of things saying to specific people that they are overweight and unhealthy. The commonality is “But you’re advocating people being overweight, and that’s just not healthy. Skinny is healthy.”

There are so many things wrong with that statement.

First of all, the women “advocating people being overweight,” is just people advocating loving yourself and being comfortable in your own skin. Is that really so bad? And besides its no ones business but your own to talk about your weight and health. Why are these random strangers so threatened by anyone being comfortable with who they are? And skinny is healthy. No. People who eat healthy, exercise regularly, and have a clear mind are healthy. That’s it.

I just saw a bunch of crappy things said on a recent video and it made me go on a mini rant.

Why is everyone so obsessed with everyone else’s body?

And now my dad is resetting the router. Farewell tumblr.

Having a really hard time right now. Over something that happened two years ago. Come on Kate. Get it together.

Feeling really sick. Can my benydryl just kick in already.

I need to work harder on my body. I know Julian loves me, but sometimes I feel like he doesn’t want me. I’m like a friend to him that he loves a lot, likes having around. I kind of miss feeling wanted. No, needed. Craved even. When did that stop.